This is the 2nd term of junior, only 6 weeks left for terminal exam, and 246 days for postgraduate.

    I've made my mind that doing the utmost in this critical year. I gave up gaming, hanging out and my dudes, moving out to the new department with a similar guy who gonna take the exam. It's 2 months till now, during which time there're days I feel so inspirited that I review a lot by planning, while there're days of tiredness or complicated emotions make me reluctant to read or do tremendous exercises. I spent lots of time watching friends, dreaming to improve English skill so that I could go abroad in postgraduate period.

    Classmates are ambitous, which I used to be. Well, I give myself a not much regular chioce. It may be not that good, but I get my reasons. I wish to be professional in some area concerning material science, getting a decent job and making folks spending their remaining years in comforts, or me totally living abroad. These are all my wishes.

    I also have my sweet girl in heart whom I wanna marry with, she's cute, bright-futured and we were in relationship, but it's not the right time for confession. I get nothing but dozens of books now, though parents may offer me more than I need. I will not be the neek any way. I swear on bible that marry only if being able to offord the houses, cars and milk powder for babies. It is 30 years old, maybe. That's why I name my mail box "hit-2020".

    Tomorrow is May Day! So, happy May Day!