Two days ago, I got home happily. But my father told me a piece of news which shocked me heavily!!!

He asked me, “Do you have any idea that your grandmather had passed away?”

“What? When?” I couldn’t believe my ears!

“About two moths ago. Because you still in school, so nobody told you.”

A very sad news, and it broke my heart. My grandpa passed away 10 years ago. Now, I have none of my grandparents alive.

I remember that I had never seen my grandma for moths. When I left Renqiu to Xi’an after the sammer holiday, I hesitated whether I should to visit my grandma. But now I can’t even see her last time.

I really love her, to tell you the truth. She liked me very much, and treat me best among her grand children. However, because of some accidents she hadn’t lived in my house for years.

After I went to college, I can see her few times every single year. And maybe due to I have grown up, I felt speechless with my families, no exception with my grandma. I was not like the childish myself that who depended on her a lot.

I thought a lot. What if I had visited her before I left Renqiu? I always considered that she would live a long life, at least 100 years. So there had a long time that I could see her again. And when I find a job, and make some money, I’ll buy many things for her. Sadlly, those things will never come true.

I want to tell you guys: Share the time when you can get together with your families. Or, it maybe late for you to talk to them. I’m regretting for that deeply at this moment.

I want to cry, but I don’t know how. How terrible! If I had participated the funeral, I would cried heavily. But I hadn’t. When my mum came home that night, I saw the white string on her hair. I felt there was tears in my eyes.

Thank god! I still know how to cry. But what’s the use? The person who had left will never come back! I can only see my grandma in my dreams or through the photos.