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I repeat the same life every single day, and have no idea how to dealing with the rest time before I leave school. Except watching movie and reading books, I used to hang out with my classmates.
Am I so boring? Isn’t it the right time for me to deal with my suff? But how lazy I am that I don’t even wanna to move, let alone to sell my stuff. I have not found job, what’s worse, I missed a very good chance just because I am not in Beijing. What a shame!
The future is unknow which makes me uneasy, while I still enjoying the life in school. How did I debase such a guy?
Isn’t it time to search a house in Beijing? Or I’ll have no place to live in when I get back to Beijing. Will I want to live with those Huo Shen guys again? Absolutely not!
Do I have enough money? Where is the person who have lots of plans everyday?
I want to find myself back, the happy one. But, can I be happy again? I doubt it. Even I can find myself through time machine and take him back, I’m afraid it’ll be impossible for me to feel happy again. Because everything has changed, to be so strange and make people feel so helpless.
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Post comment Comment (10 replies)
- Reply rainecho415
- You don't need to find yourself back, just be a new ego! Look forward, make new plans!
- Reply fairy0612
- It's common to lose your head and doubt yourself sometimes I think. Don't push yourself too much. When you are not in mood of doing something, it's impossible to do it well, take it easy, be happier, you will find your way later.
- Reply minyingtao
- sddzzqq: Lack of goal, right?Sort of
- Reply minyingtao
- rainecho415: You don't need to find yourself back, just be a new ego! Look forward, make new plans!I'd like that
- Reply minyingtao
- fairy0612: It's common to lose your head and doubt yourself sometimes I think. Don't push yourself too much. When you are not in mood of doing something, it's imThanks
- Reply minyingtao
- Deszz: come on!everyday is new.Yes, you are right
- Reply evan029
- You know what you are really supposed to do to kill your damn precious time? you may wanna revise what you've written and then post it on the screen...
- Reply minyingtao
- evan029: You know what you are really supposed to do to kill your damn precious time? you may wanna revise what you've written and then post it on the screen..
