I've no idea why i am fond of keeping silent under unhappy situation after graduated from college this July.

in the past, we could chat a lot when meeting unhappy things, or something happy. it's innocent, loyal, friendly, etc. we couldn't hesitate to talk bit by bit. in the part-time, there are lots of activities to choose. for instance, stay in the dormitory, listening to the radio sent by the school, chatting, stich-across, weaving scarf in the sun, or go shopping, or go to the bookshop, or do part-time jobs, etc. it's colorful. during the period, i felt fruitful to a certain extend.

But now it seldom appears in my daily life. How time flies! i have graduated for five months. once graduating, i participate in working in a factory as a foreign documentation clerk; it's over three months that i came here. there's connection with my major business english to a certain extend, which made me fortunated. so i do my utmost to face the challenge.

perhaps i'm a green hand at the beginning, or everything is not easy at the beginning. no matter what happened to me, i am always inclined to keep silent; i have no idea why it is so. i wouldn't like to make it clear.

only could i do is to adjust myself to it, try my best to do well; or i feel sorry and shamed. 

as a matter of fact, i'm lucky for owning such kind boss and coworkers. i appreciate it at this point. i'm grateful. thanks them very much. ...

good mood, nice article; but i'm in a blue mood, so the passage is much too bad. please forgive!

come on! i get used to encouraging myself. no matter what happened to me, i should treat it with an active attitude.