our Charge treats us to have dinner together after work on Christmas Eve. it's meaningful; everybody talk a lot on the table; as a matter of fact, i am reluctant to joining in them; because i am tired, and there is something wrong with my mouth;  on the other hand there is something unhappy with my friend; i just console her constantly; in the meantime, i feel upset with it for recent working; i feel boring; sometimes somebody is so selfish that i am not willing to talk with her anymore; no matter what, i still try my best to do my work well.

      on this day  i usually chat with my classmates in dormitory, eating the apple and seeds, listening to the radio, or go to the library together, or go shopping, etc.in college. how time flies! it's nearly half one year since i graduated from college.

     thanks them who used to help me; i am grateful; thanks someone who is indifference and ruthless in secret; it's you teach me to realize complex society, and make me become stronger and brave; once meeting something urgent each other, it shows clearly; i can't believe it; yep,,only way to change such situation is to make myself strong; They always make full use of your kindness; i look down upon such people! but i always keep silent encoutering with it; i believe that god will bless kind-hearted people, and at the same time somebody who treats others badly in secrret will be fined someday; run out of the theme. lol, do my utmost to smile to face everyday! struggle!