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It's 2010, one new year; welcome the new year, in the meantime, i am upset with my current situation; i am reluctant to staying here under such circumstance; i really wanna escape from it; many times i feel myself is useless; i wouldn't like to show higher than others, and on the other hand, i hate such people; as far as i am concerned, everyone is the same; like this all the time, i have no idea how long i could insist;
when i really have no idea what to do it, i always work together with the other workers in the workplace; helping them, i feel enriched and comfortable; just like that, the boring emotion would say goodbye to me.
during the holiday for three days, i talked a lot with my mum, and my dad hoped me work in the urban; that would be near to them; i feel so sorry for that my dear parents are always worried with me; even though sometimes i feel so lonely and unhappy, i could do nothing but keep silent; once thinking of them, i wanna burst into cry; maybe it's the taste of growing up; i should get used to it; from the students to the employee, i always do my utmost to study or work for letting their hearts at rest; really wish this year is wonderful! wish all the best to us!
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- Reply sunnyv
- Touching comments, so I will say a few words. Yes, not difficult to understand your situation now. You are not satisfied with the way you are now, time is passing and you feel you can do much better than now. You want to be the best. This does show you have confidence but only the chance is not there. Whenever this happens, you would want to escape from it all. That is quite normal. Everyone wants to feel useful and secure. Think everything over carefully, do not overestimate yourself and do not think change is always good. After thinking carefull, if you feel you must change, then go for it, try higher grounds, do not fear because if we don't do anything, nothing will change. However, if you feel it is not worth changing, be happy with where you are now. Simple life is not too bad. So many people are in same siutation life you. Your power is limited. It is not your fault. Do not despair. As for parents, their children never grows up in their eyes. Despite the fact that I provide all the support and living needs to my mom, and doing well, she still feel I don't know what I am doing or I will be cheated by others. I will still always be a kid in her eyes. That is normal. You are a big girl, you can make your own decision. No matter you suceed or fail, it does not matter. If you have thought about it and tried to improve yourself, that is good enough.
- Reply warmjaney
- sunnyv: Touching comments, so I will say a few words. Yes, not difficult to understand your situation now. You are not satisfied with the way you are now, timthanks a lot, dear friend; i appreciate it; yah, we are still children in parents' eyes forever; such emotion is deeply and rare, carved in my heart deeply; just thinking of it, i feel rather warm and happy! as far as i am concerned, owning simple, quiet and peaceful life is enough; no matter what happened to me, only should i do try my best to do it and make an active attitude to it! thanks again, thanks for your courage; i really appreciate. wish you all the best!
