tonight two of my coworkers say to me one surprised and incrediable news which is out of my imagination throughly; in the daily life, i always regard everyone around me as friends, and feel them innocent, kind, friendly, etc; just like as i thought; but after listening to that, i feel i am wrong and so silly; from now on, i should and must build up sophisticated mind in my inner heart; maybe i show strict, serious, quiet, peaceful apparently in front of others; but my thought and mind is so easy compared with others. my attitude is that just try my best to do my assignment; and i wouldn't like to compare with others, or stand fierce competition; one mill, one meal; no pains, no gains; i believe it.
as a result, i shouldn't treat others or things just by my personal view; not everything is so simple or pure or friendly as i thought; i should protect myself from the complex, realistic and cruel society. and what's more learn from others. struggle!