This morning we wake up on the routine, and busy in washing and making tidy; it's as usual. Everyone has own affairs to do; It seemed that there is just herself in the bedroom, do something by herself; Knowing the well-known truth, namely to say everyone is selfish, I have already adjusted myself into it for keeping silent. I would like say nothing but just wanna keep silent and calm down. Perhaps we are in different characteristics to some extent; I find it different to meet others' needs continuously. I don't like such false and tired person. Maybe there is something wrong with myself.

There is another cowork who charges in the warehouse and is in our bedroom; She wakes up later than us, maybe it's new circumstance for her. Later I find her still lay in the bed, so I wake her up quickly. But a while later she comes to the office and says to me, you could wake me up early from now on. Such words recalls me the past times, I am a green hand, nobody is really kind to you at the beginning. I feel it's so cold and unhappy, do something by myself. I adjust myself into it; Sometimes I waked up late, but they didn't remind me of the time even if they left the bedroom.  I have no idea how to describe such person in the world, maybe I regard everyone as holy, friendly, kind-hearted. But I still find it difficult to reach such step. I long for the warm and friendly atmosphere every one corner. It's said that if everyone could devote a little of love, the world will become more beautiful. In the meantime, I still remember one sentence from others, namely to say we should take an active attitude to it no matter what happened.