Wow, it will be my second rabbit year nextly. How time flies!
Frankly speaking, there is nothing different from the previous myself but the age tree. Maybe there is a little knowlege increasing to some extent except emotion. Sentiment is Greek for me.
In the past, I was just keen on study from the primary school to college. I study and enrich myself heart and soul. At that time, there is no space to absorb others except for what I want.
Now, graduated from college and entry into the society from over one year, my life is on routine route; It's ordinary, quiet, peaceful, friendly, etc. Just from the moment, it made me feel lose somthing or lack of something. Yep, it's my personal emotion. It's time to take it into consideration now.
But how to pursue it. I am puzzled a lot. I have no idea how to measure the relationship among us.
Where is my next stop happiness? Let nature take its course, which is my attitude. I find it silly and ridiculous.
Browsing somebody is on line or not, or wanna chatting or sending message, but hesitate and hold on. Maybe it's the cause of self-respect. On the other hand, I got used to hiding my favor and dare not to express myself under no assurance other's hint. It's incompatible!