As I grow up, I gradually find that I'm losing myself little by little. Unlike those precious time in school, I couldn't focus on my work only any more. As if a very tiny thing could distract me from work and a day passes very fast in my aimless status. I have to say, after work, I've changed a lot. Maybe, I am lured by the outside splendid world. Because I have monthly salary, so I could enjoy those things that I couldn't afford and try before. Because I have weekends, so I could go anywhere I want to see. Because I don't have much pressure, so I could be indulged in all kinds of TV series. It seems that I could easily submit to things at will. Honestly, this kind of life is a good way to kill time, while it couldn't make up the empty feeling in my heart. Gradually, those things drown my dream, my passion and my determination. 

Steve Jobs once said"Freedom derives from self-confidence, while self-confidence comes from self-discipline". When I spend my precious time on those relaxing things, I would still choose to complain that why I couldn't do this well or do that well and I would feel very disappointed and self-abased. Indeed, this is "no self-discipline, then no self-confidence". This is the root of all my problems and upsets. So self-discipline is very important quality for a person.

It is very easy to indulge ourselves, but it is very hard to discipline ourselves. I've figured out that if I want to feel much better and make myself contented, I have to learn to displine myself now. I would regulate my daily activities strictly first and form good habits.