I felt life was so boring recently. I felt I already went far away from the way to be a musician. I didn't even have confidence at my incoming performance although I was not bad and my professor admited that I was a studious guy. Would I get over all of my difficulties at the incoming new week? I was not sure. Everything was unsure. I still did not have interest in any girl in my college in U.S. Someone looked very cute especially the Chinese girls. They almost got my notice completely when I was studying textbook for history class with them. Maybe it was because I stayed with many Americans for too much times and then a few Chinese girls attracted me for we were the same race?
I did not know why they were so appealing to me. All of them were extremely cute. The most charming girls I have ever met. And, of course some of them had boyfriends it only made them more fascinating.
Or from another perspective, it was because their spirit; the spirit made them more fascinating. They all have the strong belif. When they started describe their experiences of camp in the bigest church of the city, they can hardly control their emotion. They thought of the meeting with God as their first date with their boyfriends---full of love and passion. They went into sea shore(near the church)to see the unrise. It was just full of golden color. The sun, ocean, and sky were full of golden color, how splendid it was! I saw a picture they took on the screen, few people gathered around the seashore with the sunset softly shone to them. I can only saw their shadows blended with each other surrounded by the shining golden sands. It was like a oil painting. They stood around sands with the perfect harmony and I felt they were like a big family.