it's a bad day in this morning for me !these things let me think more .i want to ask myself:where is my furture and so on. it's very boring!

I  have 23years old in this year, but i have nothing and my boyfriend also.  in ordter to we enjoy a perfect life in furture ,we must face more difficult to dealing ,at the same time, we must do more things to make enough money to enter marriage. up still now, i have enter the company have been three months ago , i have none order,i don't know the reason. our company cost much money in international internet, but we have received about twenty inquires only. After we replied  these inquires,there were no news,neverthless, we went on hoping. .but we all know,a company unable to give us much money under this circustance.

we all want to left the company, but i have more ideas about the company,because the company cost much money  in our new department.it will bring much loss due to we all left the company.

what's chocie we should make?