The situation is not the first time I met, as usual, it’s annoying.

A stream of complex feeling comes out of my heart, so strong and various, like lots of words block in your throat but you have no idea which is the best way to figure it out.

Worse, while you sparing efforts to make them in line, ready to let it out, you find you’ve lost the direction in circle of vocabulary. That’s the most disappointed feeling which you’re suffering.

At present, I’m dicey. Walking on the road, feeling so familiar but strange. This place, I’ve worked for almost three years, is it the right time to leave? Are people confused as well when they facing the crossing of life?

Friends’ suggestions are precious, but make me much more confused. The two different ideas cling to my ears and continuously quarrelling with each other in these days. One suggest don’t hesitate, just do what you really excited in, you’re still young, you have the rights to risk the life. Don’t be afraid, things must be better and better only if you keep on doing what you’re doing right now. The other, speaks loudly as well. Even though, you’re still young, even if you get chance to turn back while you find it’s a wrong choice. However, we’re not allowed to waste the power easily, never use it until it’s necessary. Youth is not so long as you thought, considering your past, when you sometimes look back, it’s just flash. So, be rational and mature. Everything is bound to be fine if you approach it step by step.

Life, suffering and pleasure are the twins. That’s the reality. Where there’s a will, there’s a way.