Yesterday, I borrowed a book from school library. Though I have learned English for alomost ten years, this is the first time I read a book totally written in English. Which made me feel most hurt was that I found it was hard for me to understand it! Especially at the beginning.
When I first read it ,I can hardly understand a sentence. I felt so disappointed at myself that I don't want to continue reading, I even want to give it back as soon as I can. But later, I thought I should not act like that, I should be brave enough to face this situation and find ways to improve it, but not try to run away. Only in this way can I make progress.
But when I read it for the second time, I find that if I can read it carefully, I still can understand some, though there are many words seem unfamiliar with me. I don't want to stop to refer to a dictionary, for I hope that I can guess its meaning by putting it in the conversation in the book. You know if I use the dictionary, it will take me a long time, and not good to understand the whole sentence. But still, there is a problem, I also can not understand some though I try to put it in the conversation.
Feel really hurt, I never thought my English could be so bad that I can not read a written-in-English book freely. There is still a long journey, god...