Everytime when there is a festival, while I was away from home, I will feel homesick. Called mom today, mom asked me when shall I be home. When? I don't know either. Graduation is at the corner, I have to gain some working experience before hunting jobs, I decided to have some part time jobs this summer vacation right here in changsha. But after calling, I almost near to change my mind. I can tell how eagerly mom would like to see me, and how depressed when she heard my decision.
Hoew could I be that cruel to her? She haven't seen me for half a year, she was expecting me all the time, but what I did? She asked in a low voice"So you will not come back?" How can I say yes to her?
If I stayed here this summer, they would be alone to each other in the house, since my sister has just got her job. It would be too cruel to them to spend the whole year with neither of her two daughters!
So I now decided to go home as usual, this would be my last summer vacation, I should spend it with them, I know they miss me, so how can I be so cruel to them. Though I may have a tough time hunting for a job without any working experience, I have already made up my mind to spend the last summer vacation with them at home.
I will still have many chances to get a job since I am young, but I won't have many vacations to spend with my parents sonce they are getting old as I becoming an adult. I couldn't give me any chances to regret for not having spend much time accompanying parents.