Today, I finally gain the courage to put on my black stockings. Though first I bought them without any worries, I regrettd the right time when I put them on to find out how it looks. Wow, so sexy it seems to me, so I dare not to go outside with them on, it's not my style anyway, and I don't think I have reached the age to wear them.
They wondered what I was worrying ahout, they kept encouraging me to put them on, and make an attempt to go outside. To tell the truth, I felt like somewhat give in, since it looks not bad on my legs, ha.
So this morning, I put them on telling myself"It's no big deal, take it easy, everyone wears them." I then think I will be okay without so much notice, since many girls wear them. But I was wrong, I got more attention than I thought, from both girls and boys. At first I tried to read their expressions on face, but I failed because of my poor eyesight. I gave up then, when I felt like an eye fixed on me, I would look down to the ground a little, so embraced...
And during the class, one of my roommates keeps her eyes on my legs for a long time, I pretend not having see her action, for I don't know how to respond. But she wispered to me suddenly"I wanna touch them"... I was forced to face the situation.... I just made a smile, but say nothing....What makes me more embraced was the following thing. When I passed two men working in front of the dump, one of them said to another(or he was talking to me)"what a slender thigh "(好修长的大腿)..... I got blushed as soon as hearing these words....Though these may seem like some praising words, they still made me unfortable. I made up my mind almost immediately: I would take them off this afternoon, and leave them alone til graduation.
Black stocking, still not for me yet, maybe I will wear them years later, but not now.