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I think I was lonesome
I must have felt lonesome, otherwise I wouldn't want to start a love story.
Two months' vacation, so many things can be changed, and I never realised this until this time.
Then when coming back, I see the changes, all about love. Forgive me, I am only a common girl, I cannot help avoid this topic.
Seeing Xie busying with preparing the goods they may use during the little travel, watching Liu chatting happily with the boy who showed love heart to her, hearing Niu speaking sweat words with her new boyfriend, what I was doing? Nothing, just watching thier own happinesses.
Where is mine? I suddenly realise how blank my life was...I suddenly wondering whether I had lived during the past three years. Maybe it would be too serious to say that, but that is exactly what I was thinking that time.
I cannot help envy them, I know.I want someone be my side at the moment, I wanna start a love story now, I began to regret having refused some boys. But I know I cannot do that, I don't have the right to hurt anyone by cheating their feelings.
I must feel lonesome I think, otherwise I won't have this idea.
Though I know I am always expecting a true and pure love, though many people told me this can only happen at school, I cannot fall in love with anybody at this time. For I know it won't come to a good end, we will seperate when graduate, so why waste both mine and his time?
I don't have a specific boy that I want to have a relationship with, so it is not because I want to love, but because I was lonesome.
It must be the real reason!
Two months' vacation, so many things can be changed, and I never realised this until this time.
Then when coming back, I see the changes, all about love. Forgive me, I am only a common girl, I cannot help avoid this topic.
Seeing Xie busying with preparing the goods they may use during the little travel, watching Liu chatting happily with the boy who showed love heart to her, hearing Niu speaking sweat words with her new boyfriend, what I was doing? Nothing, just watching thier own happinesses.
Where is mine? I suddenly realise how blank my life was...I suddenly wondering whether I had lived during the past three years. Maybe it would be too serious to say that, but that is exactly what I was thinking that time.
I cannot help envy them, I know.I want someone be my side at the moment, I wanna start a love story now, I began to regret having refused some boys. But I know I cannot do that, I don't have the right to hurt anyone by cheating their feelings.
I must feel lonesome I think, otherwise I won't have this idea.
Though I know I am always expecting a true and pure love, though many people told me this can only happen at school, I cannot fall in love with anybody at this time. For I know it won't come to a good end, we will seperate when graduate, so why waste both mine and his time?
I don't have a specific boy that I want to have a relationship with, so it is not because I want to love, but because I was lonesome.
It must be the real reason!
Post comment Comment (14 replies)
- Reply medi
- the environment does matter. in my school, girls in the same dorm are either all single or all not single. if your friends are all in a relationship you will feel lonely for sure because nobody's with you...i guess you can just wait for your Mr. right.
- Reply fairy0612
- medi: the environment does matter. in my school, girls in the same dorm are either all single or all not single. if your friends are all in a relationship yIt really has something to do with the sourroundings, I am trying to wait for him patiently
- Reply ly.identity
- Do not force yourself to hold other's hands who, you don't like him. Otherwise, you will regret for a whole life. There's many examples...including, maybe, me.
And I don't agree with you words that "For I know it won't come to a good end, we will seperate when graduate, so why waste both mine and his time?" Perhapes it's me being irresponsible. For I think we live for today, not for tomorrow. No one can tell what will happen even in the next minute. So one feel happy and comfortable at this specific moment, is the key. Even if the lovers brake off with the coming of graduation, when they reflect on the past, they can remember they had smiles at that period, that's enough.
- Reply Ben-Niu
- ly.identity: Do not force yourself to hold other's hands who, you don't like him. Otherwise, you will regret for a whole life. There's many examples...including, mAgree with you
- Reply ly.identity
- Ben-Niu: Agree with you
- Reply Teddy126
- Well,girls' talk here.
I'm not supposed to be part of here.
Yet I think those are common among male students as well.
Who knows?Love itself is unpredictable.
Sometimes it is as easy as the free flow of the water
Sometimes it is as hard as the drippings' wearing away the stone
Yet you should be vigilant when faced with a confusion of loneliness and love
- Reply fairy0612
- ly.identity: Do not force yourself to hold other's hands who, you don't like him. Otherwise, you will regret for a whole life. There's many examples...including, mEnjoy everyminute then, that is your suggestion. Yeah, I always told myself to do this, but at the same time, I worried about future too much too.
Maybe from now on, I should change my attitude, not think about the possible ending, but enjoy every second during the whole period. No one can figure what is going on in the front way after all.
- Reply fairy0612
- Teddy126: Well,girls' talk here.I not saying this is a place only for girls, boys are welcome too, include you.
I'm not supposed to be part of here.
Yet I think those are common among male students as well.
Who knows?Love itself is unpredi
Maybe this is common with all people, we will feel lonely at some specific time...
But everytime we should keep our mind clear, not to make a mistake...
- Reply huckabee
- It is more difficult for girls to find a partner than boys, because boys are not as choosy.
- Reply fairy0612
- huckabee: It is more difficult for girls to find a partner than boys, because boys are not as choosy.Ah? I thought boys are more choosy....
- Reply lilyrui
- maybe the boy you think he is suitablefor you is not appear.because love is meeting the appropraite boy in suitable place and suitable time.
bless you.
- Reply fairy0612
- lilyrui: maybe the boy you think he is suitablefor you is not appear.because love is meeting the appropraite boy in suitable place and suitable time.Maybe my Mr.Right now has the same confusion as me, ha, thanks for you wishes,
bless you
- Reply 2010jj
- Sometimes i am the same with you. It is very normal that you have that feeling, when you haven' t boyfriend but your friends have. After suffering this lonesome, i am looking forward that you will meet the one who knows you!
