Is it odd to say this when we always be educated by telling "Struggle up at the right place where you fell down"? It is odd to me too at the first time. But now I'd like to say that I prefer to the former.
It is just a joke maybe, but I would like to think it in another way, which has the same idea with the famous saying"Accept it if it is done". Yeah, since something is done,and nothing can change it, why not tranfer to another direction, that is accept it. Just the same with my situation.
I, maybe can be described as failure when received by campus, for they changed my major. At first, I did not want to accept it, and always want to change my situation, I didn't want to be an engineer, I didn't want to work by analysising forces of the building, it dull for me. So I did not do my best in the class, no mention in the major class. I always want to change my maybe future job, of course one has nothing to do with engineering.
But when nowadays, I've found that maybe there is no so-called like or dislike, no so-called suitable or not suitable, every job can be a job, aa whole life job as long as you would like to put your heart in it. And this should be related to attitude. I should like whatever job I've got, then I can be succeful in my field, then why fuss that much?
So I've decided to lie down right here where I fell, accept the fact now, and I hope it will be not too late to have realized this after spending almost four years at college.