Today I got a news from my sister, my aunt now is suffering from some kind of cancer, and was told not having months left. The hospital even thought there was no need to live in the hospital, for she won't suvive to next year...
I was shocked at the news, though I have heard of lots of patients suffering from cancers, I still frightened when it comes near me, when it happened on someone I know....
Then I cannot fall asleep, while before that I was so eager to have a nap.... I alsomst feel unbelievable, how could it happen, she will die soon, I cannot accept that, why life seems so short and fragile.
I cannot imagine what I will feel when I know the death time of myself...Maybe it's normal to think life is so short, I still have many things to do, I wanna live further... That will be some of my thoughts I think....
I've read many articles that encourage people tp treasure, but I never take it serious, for I thought I still young and have many time ahead. And sometimes I missed some chance of doing something, I would comfor myself by saying "I still have plenty time, I may do it next time". But today I wonder whether I was right that time... Life is unpredicted, we cannot know how many time left ahead of us, maybe we will die tomorrow(maybe it is too pessimistic to say like that). Then when will be the next chance? I don't know, no one knows either.
So I now believe that we really should treasure life, from now on. And do anything you want to do at the right time, do not delay it to another time. Do not leave a regret for ourselves.
I thought of one sentence again:"Take good care of yourself, for life is not long enough, take good care of others, for you may not have the chance to meet again in your next life."
Life....so fragile, so short....