I don't know how many days have passed since I started finding a job, but obviously, it's over a month. I don't know how many times I was refused because of my major as well as my gender, but obviously, it's over 20 times, because I can better accept the fact with a helpless smile.... I feel really tired, especially when I returned from an interview, I spent the whole day for it in a place far away from my school, while the result was still zero. Really tired when going back to dormitory, tired, from the bottom of heart, I don't know how many days, how many times still ahead before I got a job....
Several days before, I got a noticfication that I can become a graduate without taking the examination, but after thinking for a while, I give up this chance. The process of these days'hunting made me realise the realistic of our major, after graduating as a master even won't help...
Though it is hard to find a job now, I still give up the chance to continue my study, I hope that I won't regret my decision in future.....