Everyone has the right to keep a secret, right? You can even hide it from your parents, right? If you do not want to show it to others, other people then should not ask you to speak it out again and again, right? Then why are you doing like this, my dear sister? It is a secret of mine, an experience that share only with myself, I already told you I don't want to show you, why did you keep asking? And even told me that if I do not show you, then not ask any help from you.... Why were you pushing me like this? Didn't I have the chance to keep my secret? It is true that you know more than me, it is true that you can help me somehow by saying some big words. But you know what? I can say these words too, almost everyone can say some big words, but it is hard to put it into practice. I am tired of listening to those words, though I know you are good to me. But....Of course you know more about the society,while I know little, of course you can tell which thing I did right, which wrong, then you can tell me what I should do, but sister, did you realise that they are all your thoughts, not mine, not others. Everyone has his own thoughts, how can you say whose is right? How do you know yours is right while mine wrong? I thought mine was right just like you thought yours...
I don't want to show you not because I don't trust you, not because I do not need your help any longer, it is because it's not a good experience of mine, shame to share with anyone, even you are my sister. How can you then decide to refuse to offer any help just due to this case?
Anyway take it easy, I have to walk my way alone, okay, I promise I won't ask for your help in future if you insist...