Blogs
"Because you are MY daughter"
|
Last night, should be the schedule for calling home, while I forgot it. Mom called me anyway. Then I realised I made her worry again, I am so sorry to have forgotten that, but I didn't do it on purpose. I told mom that it is because I myself don't know how I spend these days, I myself don't know which day it is today. I am not lying, it is true. Everyday I went outside, for interviews, fewer time spent at class or at dorminotory. To me time is just a number counting how many days left before the next interview. I just remember that the last time I called home was when I passed the seventh interview of some company, while that time papa answered the phone. Mom thought I had already signed with some company? I smiled, how can that be, mom? Do you think I will sign without asking you and papa? And then I told you I will have another interview the next day, apply for a job at a website. You know little about web I know, so you wonder whether it is reliable to take that as a job, but I am sure that it would be a good job, at least will be a well-paid one. But I am not so confident about myself. I worried that I may fail once again. But mom said, "why worry? It's only a job, you can make it, dear, because you are MY daughter, not others, you have the ablility to make it, I trust you." Ha, mom, thank you for supporting me like this, but I finally disappointed you anyway, I failed as I expected before. Maybe I went a wrong direction, maybe I shouldn't give up my major, one of my roommates have signed days before. But it doesn't matter to have failed this time, at least I know that that kind of job is not suitable for me.
But believe me, mom, I will succeed someday, it must be true, because I am YOUR daughter, not others, like you said.
Post comment Comment (6 replies)
- Reply Kingzou
- if you insist on your views and do not give up , even if you maybe face difficult once more,i think you will make it .
bless you and will hear good information from you
- Reply fairy0612
- Kingzou: if you insist on your views and do not give up , even if you maybe face difficult once more,i think you will make it .We need to always remember our dreams, but the case is we have to keep it right, at least suitable. Do you agree with me ?
bless you and will hear good in
- Reply ly.identity
- Dear Fairy, sorry to know your tough exprience while finding job and I can't do nothing.
Just take care of yourself and believe in yourself. It will become better anyway.
- Reply fairy0612
- ly.identity: Dear Fairy, sorry to know your tough exprience while finding job and I can't do nothing.Haha, maybe next year you will know how hard it is for a girl to find a good job, but maybe you will have a better experience, for your major is good for girls anyway.
Just take care of yourself and believe in yourself. It will
- Reply ly.identity
- fairy0612: Haha, maybe next year you will know how hard it is for a girl to find a good job, but maybe you will have a better experience, for your major is goodI doubt it very much.
but I hope you can find you inch where you want. Don't push yourself too hard.
