Really tired, from the bottom of my heart, but have no one to say to...Seeing them lalways can talk to their boyfriends about the troubles they met, seeing them always can gain a happy smile when getting the support from their BF, I cannot help feeling more lonely, more helpless...
Every time I encounter this, I would feel blue, why I don't have such a person to talk to? Even he will listen to my complain, even he will give me a shoulder or a warm hug, or even a small talk. I cannot talk this to my parents, they may worry about me, I cannot talk this to my roommates, they have their own things to do too, may can share no time for me, I cannot talk to him, for I don't have the right to bother him if I do not want to accept him....
Why I can't find someone beside me to support me? Why I can't find someone to be my company when going for an interview? I really need someone to comfort me, to support me after meeting so much trouble, for I found that I was not as strong as I thought, I just also be a liitle girl, not a big one who is mature enough to deal with everything myself...