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Fate, accept
It's been a month since I moved here, to be honest, this is not a good place, even worse than the previous one, I cried heavily the night I first came here. but this time, I do not want to complian about how bad it is, this is one of something I can not change. Just record my life here.
Weekend, after being busy for a week preparing for the relocation celebration, I feel quite tired, snacks and fruit as well as rest are the whole thing I need. So after staying in bed till eleven this morning, I decided to buy some snacks for myself.
Since I lived far away from the community, there's no shops neraby, not to mention supermarket. I have to work almost half an hour to reach a small market, where I buy my stuffs.
When walking back, I felt so sorry for myself, being as a girl, how sad it would be if you could only buy fruit once in a week, buying fruit even becomes a difficult thing...And what's worse, I cannot buy too much once, since the way back is too far. You may say, why not take a bus there, ha, a bus, there's no one, can you believe?
Believe it or not, it is the truth, my present situation.
Walking alone on the street, I asked myself, why? why here? why not choose a workplace near home, while came far away to a desolate place like here? I don't know why, either.
Anyway, good or bad, happy or sad, the place, the company now is beyond my ability, all I can do is to accept, to adapt, otherwise, what else?
I was quite calm right now, I don't know what happened, I just realise this time I was not like myself, did life change me? I don't know, and I didn't want to know too, for I realised a life with no complaination, a life with satisfy is good too, just try to accept everything that happen in my life, no matter how it would be life. I believe in fate, everything must have its reason to exist, then let it happen, wait and see how it would change my life.
I remember last night, one of my friends told me that he has failed the exam, he felt himself useless, he didn't what shold be next, he asked me what to do.
I just presented two questions, let him asked himself,"what's the purpose of you becoming a graduat? Whether you can achieve your purpose if you take a three-year-wroking experience instead?" In my mind, study as a graduate is only a way to achieve your dream not the final goal. What's more, sometimes not everything could end with a good ending, even you make your effort, once you have strugggled for it, it would be enough, right? If we can't control the ending, then let fate be, good or bad, it's your fate, just smile back,accept it and learn from it, it's enough.
Post comment Comment (2 replies)
- Reply ivyendless
as If we can't control the ending，so let take hold of the process to our dream,and enjoy it...good luck for you....
- Reply IMNONARCISSUS
Trythe best effort and be happy or be quiet at least no matter what the reslut is
