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2015 already came, and I now become 26 years old now, but still stay single. Seeing that some of my friends, my schoolmates, my collegues and people at my age get married one by one, but I still do not know where is my Mr.Right. To be honest, I am now worried, sometimes I even thought maybe there would be no one to marry me, sometimes I could feel so lonely without someone nearby, especially when I saw someone show their love on the internet. I envy those who have someone to show out. I am eager to be setteld down now.
But I, somehow, am the one prefer to put quality before quantity, I don't want to end my life with someone I have no feeling. I am so trust on my first impression, it occurs so many time that when I noticed someone had feelings in me which I do not have in him, I would treat him with my icy attitude, reduce contact with him gradually. In another word, I never give a chance to those I don't have a feeling. I don't think this is right, but I just cannot make do with unsatisfactory.
So sometime I would say angerly to myself"You deserved it, you asked for being single"...
Truth is, I have a so-called boyfriend, oh no, maybe just a spare. Only when we were together, I can feel that we were in a relationship. But other time, he seems not exist. He never contact me first, he would reply long time after I message him, or even doesn't reply at all. Mom said, maybe he is just not an active man, and there is no necessary to troubled who made the first step, maybe he IS busy or not concenient to use phone.(He is a military officer). But I tried many times to make the first step, but nothing change. At last, I feel disappointed and tired. His answer is that he's not accustomed to being together to someone, he stayed sngle too long. But to me, he is not just that into me. As to me, if you are really concerned with someone, you can't help to keep in touch with him, you want to know everthing happens to him, you want to know whethe he is good or not everyday. What he does has nothing to do with habit, he just doesn't concern. Otherwise why he never asked me about my situation when I was abroad for three months, alone, for the first time abroad! And never asked me when I would return home. Now I have came back for one month, maybe he doesn't know yet! What a joke.
As to me, I am just a spare to him. I feel tired of this, I don't want to contact him anymore. So I prefer to say I am single now, and this is the truth. And I think I really need to change my attitude, try to find my Mr. Right. I don't know how long I would struggle for this, just with all my luck and wishes. Hope the day will come soon.
aobama666666: Don't worry about it any more! Your Mr.Right will meet you in the right place at the right time.
touringchina: I appreciate partial of your personality, that is , you even don't hesitate to turn down the many proposals made from who you had no feeling for. Thi ...
sunnyv: Things seems so unfair to you. All you are wishing for is a Mr. Right who is really right for you. That is not too much for ask for. You don't need to ...
Cici.wang: I also has this trouble same as you, i think we'll find my love at the end, let it get out of my mind,just happy everyday.
Tange: no one should be single ; the time will bring the One to you ...
lovingfun: Someone is waiting for you, I think so. But you shouldn't always keep silence. This chance is made by yourself. Stay in some certain circles will narr ...
shirleyytt2010: Do not worry too much, you will find your Mr.Rright. Of course, we should take marriage as serious thing and find a suitable person for the rest of ou ...
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