sorry, maybe you were too mean before...or maybe i am too petty now...
       

        Today, i went window shopping and just judged all kinds of clothes that i came across, you know what, i was a little regretful for the streets was too crowded for me to stand still for just 10 seconds. i was always pushing forward, saying " excuse me...please make some room for me..." then i could hear someone calling behind " Juliet~~~" .

         A terrible idea just struck me and then i stood there, not moving at all...." Juliet...it is you...thank god...hey...stay there..." .yes...the girl was calling me...but my response was....to let my heart be hardened and then kept on moving forward...pretending not konwing anything...thanks for the crowd, i submerged myself shortly after she called me....

         I am not a phlegmatic person...on the contray...I like my friends a lot and I tressure all of them...including her— Milly. I tried hard to get along with her....but she made all of my efforts come to naught...when in highschool....

         I was just an ordinary girl who was born in an ordinary family, while she was born surrounding with lots of foods and drinks, with a father as a company's chairman and mother as a headmaster of an elementary school.  The headteacher followed her parents's order to arrange my sitting with her...for i was the best student at that time...
 

         I don't hate the wealthy people because I have a few friends who was born wealthy...but they are really nice guys and willing to share their feelings with me...I thought that many details——about how the poor students are insulted at school—— presented in the dramas are just exaggerated. But the fact turned out to be totally different.....

         She laughed at my haircut and my schoolbag and also my Cantonese (my native language is not Cantonese but she came from a city where people speak Cantonese)....but i don't give a shit about these...for i don't care about these extrinsic things, but i admire willpower and bravery...in a word...she teased me all the time — except when she ask me to solve study problems....

         She had a private driver who delivered food to her everyday because we were at a borading school and she thought the food at canteen was terrible. Everyday after school I need to wash the meal boxes for her, for I always thought that if i was nice to her, she would be kind to me undoubtedly——how silly i was then——in reality, her behavior just went
from bad to worse......ok...the story began like this...

         To make a long story short...A friend called Yoyo came over to her for a cellphone( but cellphones were banned at school then)...she was unwilling to hand in her latest Sony Ericsson...she stole mine...gave it to her friend...unluckily...my cellphone is ill-conditioned...the battery had a minor explosion...ok...sometimes i thought i was lucky...but the explosion attracted the leaders' attention...I was heavily punished...and the point was...she told me the truth calmly...without any apology!!!

          I was not sad when she teased me, but my heart was really broken when i got that I was just being taken advantages of her from the beginning...I was not a friend to her, in her mind...

          It is just the past and I have forgotten it for years.....since we
departed...from high school...but today...

          I just want to say...
          I am sorry for not replying you...
          I just find it difficult to face the past again...
          Maybe you have changed...
          Maybe you've been a nice girl...
          But I have changed...
          And I turn to be petty...
          To you...
          Goodbye...my ever friend...

                                                  Juliet Partridge