Unfortunately, I run into the crossing in my life at the moment. The dilemma troubles me so much that I can't sleep calmly these days. As I am fiting-out my new apartment, I have to supervise the situation of the project frequently, hence  it's quite difficult for me to keep doing routine exercise in my English study simultaneously.

 

 In the following May, I have to prepare my vocational certificate examination: the Test for Constructor, whose application period begins in the second half of May. The certificate is essential to an individual who desires to gain acceptance in the building market in China.It's a national level test, which is taken by millions of people. I have five months to review the content of the test, including doing numerous questions, skiming over the reference books, which have returned gradually back to the teachers who ever instructed me in these years.

 

Therefor I have to make a choice, going on my English learning or endeavour to acquire my certificate while suspending my English temporarily.

 

I haven't got involved in the building field for a couple of years since I graduated. I worked for a building company as budgeter for nearly one year, then I quited, feeling so boring and tiresome about the job. Now, again, I'm bothered by my present work, determining to turn back to my major.

 

I intended to practice my English as a footstone for my future career related to English, because I thought I was content to devoted myself in English as my vocation. The more I learn of it, the more I get fascinated .I love it so much. It's so exciting and wonderful when you immerse youself in another totally different language from the mother tongue, like you view from a distincte visual angle that you have never experienced before. I have rarely been absorbed in any stuff. But this time it seems totally different.It's where my dream takes off.

 

Unlike the typical students of science or techonology, I deem literature and social science are far more attractive and significant as well, such as novels, dramas, history, poems,philosophy. During my campus period, I did a great deal of reading on such subjects, which completely changed my viewpoints to the world. Those display a more comprehensive perception of the human society. I often entertain myself by an  appealing story in some book, or a paragraph of an elegant verse. Now I even wish I was blessed with plenty of leisure time without working that I could put all my heart into researching history or some stuff I am fond of.

 

Maybe I should become more realistic to find my position first, given the condition that I am confronted with now.

As a man being close to 30-year-old, I was not allowed to waste any time and opportunity any more.