Though reluctantly, I have to confess that after taking two exams these days, I have developed an upset and frustrated spirit I don't care so much about the results of exams, but about the fact they reveal. I feel unease at the thought of failing to catch up with others.
I konw how useless making complaints is--it just can't work; also I understand how weakly cry shows--it's a variant kind of surrender, but I just cann't control...
I don't know what a terrible state the following exams will throw me into, so now I have to save my tears. Don't cry until the day all the exams are over and... Before that, tissue should be well prepared; the scene for crying should be carefully chosen and so as the time.