I think I know why the loneliness will creep upon me on every Sunday. It’s because it’s a day I am free from the office (though not from assignments); it’s a day I am left by myself in this windowless room. The room, deep into the building, prevents any message from outsides. It’s sunny today, but I can’t see that in my own room.

          I’ve deleted the diary in my QQ zone today, the diary focusing on my first business trip. “My eyes are welled with tears while I am reading your words.” Lin Jie said to me. I don’t mean to break anyone’s heart and make them worried about me.  And also, when everyone is saying “quite the job and find another. It’s exhausting.” to me, it will be hard to response with a smile “I’m ok. I’m not tired. I like the job.”

         I know I’m crude to Donggua. I asked why he would fall in love with a girl, who he just met for once. And he said:”No reason. The moment I met you on train, I felt you were different to me.” But…

         I called Mr. Ho’s phone number just now, to ask for another day’s leave. My dissertation defense is set on the coming Wednesday. And I want to go back to the campus. But I was afraid. What if Mr. Ho didn’t allow me leave for three days? Quite the job?...but he said “Yes”. Yes. Then I will take the bus in tomorrow evening.