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           I don’t think I am doing anything wrong…I don’t think I am doing anything wrong…

           Now I will only depend on myself, not asking money from anyone. I promise. Even I have nothing to eat, no place to live in, I will not ask money from you, Papa, Mama. Promise is a promise. I will become strong, not only in mind, but also in financial basis. I will not ask you for anything, for anything!!!!

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           And you, I don’t think you understand. You don’t understand me. You only met me for one time, the only one; you read not my diaries; you see not how I behave and speak in the public and among my friends. Yes, I am with high esteem, but how can you tell I will have sex with anyone who will bring me benefits and power? Yes, I am hungry for success, but how can you tell I will betray anyone, anyone around me for my own purpose?

          YOU UNDERSTAND NOT ME. STOP TALKING TO ME AS YOU SEE THROUGH ME! GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND NEVER, NEVER I WANT TO SEE YOU! THERE IS NO SECOND ENCOUNTER!