Monday, December 03, 2012

Bed lover, finally, I began.

Don’t want to get up. Don’t want to leave the warm warm bed. Crawling into the bed and covered with thick thick quits, warm…But the fact is, every one is need to get up, either to get to school or go to work.

Good morning, Monday.

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A little distracted in the morning.

Why a girl can love a man so much, so much to abandon her family members, her friends and even her whole world and into a world of strangeness? A man alone can make sense; a man can make up a world? I just can’t understand.

I refer to Bella, the actress in Twillight. I watched the movies yesterday. Just confused by her choices.

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But I know I should not have been discontracted.

“Anything urgent?” Director Tony asked me via the phone.

“No, just some letters from some cleints. They are not urgent.”

“Ok.” A pause, and then, “I am on a business trip today with Summer and others. I won’t be back to the office. Do you have any questions these days? I haven’t talked with you all these days. Just too busy. You know, the factories have to be changed and new employee are coming and I need to train them.”

“I see.”

“So do you have any questions? Or anything you need help? On work or anything?

I failed to find my voice for a moment. Why did Tony ask me this question? Because I was innormal these days? Did I? Er, maybe a little bit. Amy’s leaving indeed has threwn me into a trap which I don’t know its name.

”No, no anything ” I answered. Then realising I might be being rude, and thus I added, “Your question is so unexpected that I don’t know how to answer. So far, no, no anything needs help.”

“I have to spend more time with the technical department. They need to grow up rapidly so that they can support your side.”

“I understand.”

“And I believe, after my three-month instruction, now you are able to cope with something yourself. But still, Helen, if you need help, no matter related to work methods or to your stress, just tell me. Ring or face to face, that’s all right.”

“I will.”

Then the phone was hang.

Tony knows. He knows that Amy’s leaving affects me a lot. Tony is worried. More time with the technical department, then less time with our sales and translators. I should be grateful. And I was and am grateful. I have a nice boss, don’t I?

For something, maybe other can help you. But there are holes in the heart that you need to use your own strengh to fill it up. Necessity for growth, I guess.

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Received an unexpected phone call.

A client from USA. He wants to visit us tomorrow. Tony says fit this into his schedule. So, tomorrow, a busy day. But I am a little afraid. Though it’s not the first time for me to do the meeting interpretor, still, a little afraid.

Helen need more training, I know.