Friday, December 28, 2012

“Aren’t I a luck dog?” I asked.

“Yes, you are.” answered Tiger.

Yes, I think I am among the luckiest guys among the world.

Papa and Mama are enjoying their life, expect they don’t have their two precious daughters’ accompany. Everytime I ring back home, Papa will complaining why we don’t come back, and Mama keep saying she can cook every dinner for us if we stay at home.

Emma is getting anxious as the post grauduation day approaches. It isn’t she who takes the exame, but her boy friend. “You didn’t get as nervious as you are when I took the exam last year!” I pretented to be angry at the phone. “You were far away from me, you know. You Shantou and I Shenzhen. Too far away. Even though I got anxious—I did got anxious at that time, I could do nothing. But him, he is here, beside me. Besides, you are more likely to pass the exam than him. So I didn’t need to worry so much. Yes.” Irresistable reasons? - - Anyway, now there is a man who takes care of Emma and Emma loves her job. Then, that’s enough.

As for boyfriend, er, I don’t have a boyfriend, which is supposed not to be good, but, I have a lot of girlfriends. They laugh with me, cry with me, crazy with me, and silent with me. I confess, I feel lonely sometimes without such a man, man, yes, it’s man, I don’t want boy, but, this is a truth that without such a guy who can easiy drive my mood up and down, I can control my mind now and do the work wholeheartedly. This, is the advantage of being single, I think.

Also, I am totally free now. No responsibility. Every day I get up 8:25 in the morning, hurry the washing and dresswing and when I rush into the office, it’s 8:58 or 8:59. Then, after a wholehearted working day, I can stay in the office as long as I can. Unlike Yan and William who has a daughter at home separately, I have nothing to take care behind. If it’s a busy day, then I can stay and finish the work as late as 10:00 in the evening. Then, go back home. Hungry? Take a pie on the street side stand or take some potato ships from KFC if I have more money saved that day. When the stomach is filled, go to bed after taking a shower and searching the internet. Nothing to worry about, only my job. But I believe, as long as I devote myself to the job, then all will be good. My salary proves this. From 2200 rmb for the first month to 4000 rmb now, and I believe, more will come, as long as I work hard.

You know, Jelly quited a job, again. She is going back to hometwon and before that, she came to my room on Friday evening. Novel, who was fired, came to my room also, but on Thurday evening. And Venessa, who finds her job unsatisfied, vists me often. Clare, who bears not the job she has in Dongguan, is planning to come to GZ and come to me in the following months. What I wanna to say…I feel sorry for them, especially when the light was off and they whispered by my ear. But at the same time, I feel happy. At least, I am becoming stronger now, strong enough I can build a shield for my importants. But still, not strong enough.

And you know, if there is fate godness, then I think I must have her partiality. Whenever I go, I can always find guys who will be kind to me even we are stranger. I like my landload very much. And I like one of my roomates very much. 李师兄. How kind he is….er, beyong my description, but I will try to picture him clearly to you in later dairies.

And about Donggua, about Li, about Peng…about Liu…