Though I had tried my best
I still can not make my dream come true
So ironical it was that I laid down my major but turned to have this examination
How depressful!!!
All of them expect me to pass successfully
They have been hoping i know i can achieve this
However,I failed,absolutely
I let them down again and again
Mom didnot say anything, but comfort me with a warm hug
She seemingly felt nothing
Yet I consider that she is sader than me
This depressful results put me in a passive as well as akward situation
That means I have no points to add to my College entrance examination
Also, it tells that I myself may not go into the university I dream of
I wanna rely on someone's shoulder
I wanna cry bitter tears, as if nobody would recognize me
It is deeply rooted in my mind
At present,though having gone through the pouring rain,in response to the weather,my mood chages as the sun comes out
I feel a little bit sorry
I donot think I am a nobody
Nevertheless, I just a dream-loser