So, ya, I like positive happy songs. I'm a pretty happy guy now. But when I was about the age of 15-17, I was  a very depressed little boy. It's ok, I think we all go through this phase during this period of our lives, at least in America. We are just starting to learn true life lessons, like love and hurt. We are starting to feel as if we are truly single human beings, no longer belonging to our parents. We form our own feelings and ideas. I'm glad I went through this phase, it has made me the person I am today. During this time of my adolescents, my mother forced Christianity on me. I wanted nothing of it but I wasn't old enough to put up too much of a fight. But mentally, I never accept what was being told to me. I was in a different place.