I have been busy for this morning.Today is sunny，so when I get out of office building the sunshine strokes my face, that is a good feeling，the feeling of small happiness.
     The whole holidays I got gloomy，the reason is that I still miss her.
     She is a pretty a girl in my eyes and always silent.But she likes smile and I find that there
must be many complicate secrets hidden in her mind.I could not stand her attitude me,because her treat me by fits and starts which is the most cruely manner to treat the one who fall in love with you .I confused for a long time, however, I knew she loved a friend of mine who had got a girl friend."Does him the purpose of her?",I got a big question of this from then on, utill the graduate
time is coming, after I make a detailed inquiry，she told me the truth that I am not the kind her likes .
     I still insist that I can accept the resualt which I forseed this before but I can not accept this long time torture.
     The new year is on my day, I need to abandon the past ,abandon the gloomy, abandon the pain she left to me.