My heart is heavy, and some dark, my grandmother was dying, I go to the hospital to see Grandma, I rushed to the hospital to see that thin the dry bed of the closed eyes of the elderly is my grandmother do? She has not opened his eyes to see me
I never thought she would leave me, I would not want do not want to believe, I hope and pray that in mind: like Grandma can overcome the difficulties, you can live to a hundred ......
Many neighbors said that not much can live, and now is waiting for, whenever I hear when I am upset, as the same as with needle-stick injury, suddenly I am very reluctant, recalling the past, my grandmother gave me a lot, there are Nothing left to me, a child in the summer my grandmother always used to fight mosquitoes fan give me peace, until I fell asleep in the winter always burn the house very warm, I like to eat grandma's package of dumplings, baked buns, beans stew, dumplings ,,,,,, but I have a long time without food arrived, the kind of taste this life can not forget, I grew up slowly, my grandmother is also slowly getting older, I slowly grow up, learning each time because my father scolded me, always have to protect my grandmother, every time there is no pocket money, I would go to grandma emergency arena, and now also, my grandmother is my safe haven, and she carries my all, a lot of things just like yesterday, Grandma still so take care of me, but today Buxing Le, Grandma has been sick this year, emphysema, blood tumor, the liver is also problematic, there are some complications, whole body purple. Really do not know that Granny can walk today, I am so scary, Payouyitian grandmother left me, and I from the lonely one, but in fact inherent in a human death, illness and death, quite normal, but if you can keep Grandma I can do anything, you can die. If there are gods, I hope that they will cut my life, to my grandmother, but no, nothing, I am helpless, more weakness, my grandmother, my dearest people closest to them, language can not express my feelings, I was writing this article, I cried, yes burst into tears, and I am very emotional, but my grandmother is necessary to a certain point in the future to leave me, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, they may yes next year, but we can not retain live her, I trust, the person has died is to go to another place of travel, travel back end will start! Grandma, no one can see my career Tenda, form families, I do nothing, really, I did not give her grandmother bought anything good, had only bought some snacks, I have done too little too little, I have In the confession, I repent myself, and I wanted to punish themselves, Grandma can not go? Do not know if she left, I think I must be the world's most sad, I will be very sad, desperate, I will depression, my grandmother is too important for me, Grandma, Grandma ,,,,,,, a faint, we have never lost after the treasure, we must face to face, I will courage! Perhaps the future people will ask me who is my dearest, I do not think my parents would be my grandmother, her great, she's all ,,,,,,, grandmother's, grandmother's, and would like a miracle happened in your body, Grandma, Grandma, really do not leave me, Grandma, Grandma, I will have much time, but also called on several occasions his grandmother's, grandmother ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,