what a night . i can't fall asleep.
i tell my story which i always want to tell. but , what do i want anyway ? what do i really want ?
i don 't want to be that kind of person that i always hate. i have my dream ,my original dream. i keep asking myself such questions , are you right ? whats your heart ? whats your morality ? whats your future ?
i think im lost myself. where am i ?what Am i doing ?
dear , are you happy now ?

sometimes , i tell myself that you need to be crazy , you need to forget something to persue what you want. you need to "die "for love. but when it comes to reality, i can 't persuade myself , i have to think , where is my bottom line ? whats your rule to become a human being? what kind of love is your need ?

i say ,ok ,ok ,love ,its easy ,isn 't it ? put down everything , just enjoy what you have now , forget the future .