As if  that everything connected to our life needs a defination.  I mean we need it, we always want to define things to catsh some sense of security.  Without the defination, we don’t know what things are, even though we are so fimiliar with them.

The first thing I thought is love.  Sorry that I’ve wrote many stuff about love, and it is too personal.  But it is really what I want to talk about, because I can’t figure it out, so I need to write again and agian. 

What is love, I must ask?  I can’t give the answer, the thing I know is we feel it.  When I feel it, I know this is love.  The problem is that I never feel true love, or maybe I didn’t put the whole me in a relationship.  I always think  that putting the deserving energy to the next person, the one I always dream of.  You see, the problem comes out.  We always believe there are better persons, there are better love.  The reality is NO.  There aren’t better person. Grab what we have now. 

I am not in  a relationship.  I am jealous about people who have love.  Very Envy.   I know I should work hard and wait for the day.  Will it come?  Will I be a true me?

What’s the defination of trust?

Its not only the problem in a relationship.  Its a social question.  When we come to politics, it means the relationship between the government and the people.  Yes, I am talking about the Shi Fang, Sichuan Province. The government are  basters.  The ecomonic development can’t be promoted at the expense of the environment.  People have a say!  They have the rights to protect themselves.