2010.5.16 Rainy
To begin with this writing by a blog which I written in Chinese.The title is "Childhood and Growing up"
I like rain when I was a child.For one reason ,the farm crops will have a banquet,everything will be fresh after the rain.The second one is I like play the water, especially like seeing the splash.But now I don't like the rainy day,it made me depress.The road will be muddy,even don't want to go outside......blah,blah,blah~~
I had a bad feeling these days,something is boring me!But now I have decided to drop all of them ,maybe take it easy I will be better.Let everything goes in it's way. I haven't study for a long time,I'm wasting my life.I miss the little simple and nice happiness that happened before.I want to find back that feeling!What I need to persist is "Although it's rainy I also need to go ahead ".
Today got a bad news,my mother is sick.She will be in hospital these days,I feel unwell now and worry about her health.She always don't know to take good care of herself,never told me a little about her pain,although she suffer pain.She always say that everything is well and don't need to worry about her.I always looks like a child and never thought about the deeper connotation before,always grows up under your protection and never thought about the outside world!I know it's time to be mature,I should learn to protect you now!And please believe in me,I will do better~~
To my mum"I 'm sorry for I can't accompany with you at this time.What I wish is your body get better soon!I have growed up,you don't need to worry more about me,I can take care of myself!Just remember take good care of yourself from now on!Thanks for the love you give me,I love you forever!My guardian angel will bless you forever."