Unlike human history, individual history is expected to be buried in oblivion. From time to time, some sad or negging feelings about old events come back to knock me down. I need somebody to talk through, though it is impossible to change anything. What has been done cannot be undone.

 

Friends usually tell me to let go. "It's been so many years. Why do you even think about that? You should let it go."

 

I secretly blame them for not understanding me. No one really care about what you feel. What happen to you is just a story to them. It may be  moving, funny, grievous, but it is just a story anyway. Same as what I feel about others' lives. There seems nothing to complain about, except one thing: the lonely existence of each person.

 

We are desperately lonely, even when we have a bunch of friends, loving family and cute pets. One comes to this world alone and dies alone. How to talk this through? Maybe just let go. But how?