today is my 30s birthday , how time flies, i don't want to think about it ,you know,half of my life had gone ,but i haven't got any achievements.sometimes,i confused about my present status,as a mechanical engineer ,i am working for employer,but that's not my final goal in my track of living .i want to be the boss of myself .

but reality is i must save money for house,marriage,and having a baby ,i and my girlfriend have got identical ideas ,Oct.of this year to get the marriage licence and buy a house in the hometown of hers,then next year,we will have a baby . my only presssure on my shoulders are  earn money ,maybe i need to seek a position for higher salary  .

after work to have a delicious dinner to celebrate for my rebirth.