it has been a couple of crazy and idiot days lately. i have to defense for myself that i am not cynical or pessimistic, but just too silly and innocent to know and confirm the truth.

i just want a man who i can dedecate my lifetime to, can believe in, can sacrifice for, can ask me to stay by his side, can promise me that he will also be by my side, can assure me that he will take all risk to keep us united even at the sacrifice of hurting me. because we both believe that unhappiness is unavoidable in the puisuit of deep happiness.