Old classmates are the biggest potencial source of future social life for me.

I spent my four college years out of Guangdong, which is where I am from.

Now I am back in GD, to be precise, back to my parents' side.

It's a bit funny that I finally become a home girl at my 22 when I had been a boarding school girl for the past 10 years. My small but comfortable college social circle no longer existed.

My college good friends went back to where they once were, or stayed in Nanjing, or explored their future in other loveable cities.

Now, I am busy everyday in my first job of my career life as an assistant in the general manager office of a big big textile enterprise. The business of working saves me in many ways from feeling lonely. But in the evening, frustrated by having no friends to talk and to meet at a ramdon coffee shop, I thirst for building up my new social circle as soon as possible. However, I can not see a definite plan or chance to implement this idea. The emptiness is horrible sometimes when I realze all this is what I am encountering at present.

But, at the end of the day, before sleep, without finding out a practible plan, I am distracted by the concern about tomorrow's busy working morining and I know I should go to sleep right away.

So, I close all doors and keep the sad emotion outside my mind once again until the opening of the next time.