It's windy the whole day, i hate that, so i cancelled all the plans and just stayed home and, sleep. It's really a huge luxury to do this when everyone is busy working, or looking for work, or trying not lose job at this dangeous time..

It's just save energy for future. I am the kind of very energetic person, passionate to do all the things i feel interested with and no problem to take pressure...

I bought a plant when i went downstairs to eat, small green leaves, only because the man told me its name Is Happy Tree,(xin fu shu), then i picked it out of many delegate plants... Presently i am thinking about what is happiness, and the relation between finacial, or money which is more directly. Hard to make clear these..

To ask self that happy or not then give a positive confirm continually is a one method, and  try to recall the moments that feel happy is another. Wait, maybe the memory things is a good tool to tell what was really Happy moments... Then how about just dig, dig, to find what make u have good mood most.At the same time it will kill times, ha.

It is a little blabla, as my friend comment often, ha. have little patience, more better things gonna come..