At the beginning, I felt really not good when read many things about the Cultural revolution to see so many innocent people die or injury; to know the starving time in 1960s is not only because whether also by the gov's actions; to know even in those hard times, the rulers still boast we have the best gov, and best life in the world; to know even in today we are still living in a incompletely legal  society which have too much unfair things and the injured people have no outlet; to know inside this society, there are so many corrupt officers and the dirty deals between them and  commercial field. and to see the mask on those people and the cover on those things. to know we have been fooled by many things include history and present things.

if you take the eye on this, you will find many unacceptable things like this and find more and more. i was in a misery feeling to read all this. And feel angry and angry towards these Bad things and bad people, even hope to have some war or revolution to destroy all these men and unfair system.

But later, after some contemplation, I calm down and have some new mind

That is, 1, I can't change these bad things, and to get angry have nothing use at all. Better save this energy to do something useful. 2, the human traits are always like this, even in the Noah flood, we are not perfect, and this is human. And so does the system which built by the human.3 so the people who are rulers want to hide bad things from the common ones, but no need to angry with their deceiving. Because to lie is also not easy, everyone in fact should like to live in a frank way, no one like to lie if they feel great.

4, generally, our society is in a improving progress, compare with the old time that common people were starving. Also if really some war or revolution comes, still the common people will suffer most but not the minority who rule. So peace is most important, and to feed all the people is difficult. In this angle, our gov is a great one.

5, what we, common people can do is that, to cherish the time now, no complaint, and try to use all the advantages provided, to improve, and to give.

So this is my conclusion after get through that period.

Remember the history, cherish now.