There are of course reasons for that I choose to write the article in this category, in the silence. This is quite a serious topic to some certain degree. To speak frankly, I'm a little confused about my future. As we all can know and see, there is a more and more fierce competition in our living circle. It's normal that one choose another area instead of her or his own favor and major. The situation in Beijing is far more serious than we can imagine. Just like the TV series Shoebox has shown, many youth are bearing great presure and shoulder more and more responsibilities to live in the society.

   I believe everyone has had such kind of dream that I'd like to be  a scientist to serve for our country and to live with the prince or princess happily. But when we grow up, it's pity to find everything is not so perfect  and smooth as we think. For me, i'm always a girl who thinks everthing will turn good at last if i can try my best. However, when i treat others wholeheartedly, what i got last is sometimes betrayal. What's worse, in some companies, there are no pure interpersonal relations. What I have trouble is not the heavy work but the complex and ugly interpersonal relations. So terrible!

   Though sometimes society is not so beautiful as we imagine, i still hope to go into the large circle to contribute what i have learnt.