Many times, I was thinking what are top three jobs I want to do in my life?  And the final answer is psychologist, teacher, and nurse. But, life needs me to be an accountant. Therefore, I finally entered into the finance department and sit there reading all the numbers all the time. Now, I am a full time housewife. I swear I never think I will be a housewife after having the baby.  But sometimes, life doesn’t give you too many options. The whole my life now is taking care of my daughter, and seeing all changes on her everyday. Honestly, most of time, I feel happy.

But when this little girl falls asleep, the world becomes quiet, I start thinking how about this baby grows up. With time goes by, she finally can eat by herself, can sleep by herself, can go to school by herself in couples of years. Then, at that time what can I do? Still to be a housewife and doing nothing at home? God knows this is not what I want.

I have to say, to be a woman, life is totally different after having a baby. The point is how to start a new life for myself? Now I am rethinking the top three jobs I want to do in the rest of my life, they are part time English teacher for kids…, well that is the only thing flashes in my mind. I even cannot think what the other two jobs I want to do are! See? I told you woman changes after having baby!