recently, i found mydelf is stupid just like an idiot.

 

why why why i know nothing???

 

it is totally right that students are flowers in the greenhouse

left "ivory tower" =a blank paper

 

the process is hard

 

have great desire to learn ,but, most of them lost in the desire,

i am  one of them now.....

 

do not know what to do everyday, in fact there are many things need to do.

 

each time,  i had the most questions, maybe,

"people know them, why i didnot?"

                -------i want to know that much too...

when can i to that step?!

 

am i going to be fired by boss for my bad performance?????!!!

cause people work overtime, i , did not.