From now on, I can log on this website to express myself. Once I turn on my computer, I realize I don’t know how to start. There are so many things and thoughts in my mind and it’s hard to make myself express clearly.

Sometimes, I often have this feeling that I want to tell somebody what I would like to say, but I thought it over and over again and finally gave up telling others. Actually I want to have a listener but I just can’t figure out how to tell them. Then, I’ll say to myself, “ it’s ok, everything will be right, and tomorrow the sun will rise. Maybe they don’t feel like listening to me.”

Something like that often happens in my daily life. And I’m not sure if I shouldn’t think it over and over when I decide to do something. In fact, I really hate acting like that. I hope to be the one who can speak out what she is thinking and don’t think about what others think all the time. In the end, these things are buried in my heart or I just write them down here. Only in this way can I feel a little relaxed and I will have power to easier walk forward further on my own road. Loneliness is my friend who is always following and companying me during my journey. Even though I don’t welcome her, I have to take her together to experience some things. who knows what will happen between us.