After getting off the car, I was powerless and speechless. Such a result was horrible and unbelievable and that had never come into me. This was the second time to take this driving past but I still didn’t seize the chance and wasted it again. I couldn’t stand myself and was disappointed and kind of desperate. In the hall, I succeeded in controlling myself and stopped the tears from running, but when I got out of the hall and escaped from the group, I couldn't help crying. Even though how shameful i was at this moment, I still couldn't pretend to be ok with that any more.

In order to learn driving, I have to spend much time and energy on it and sacrifice my spare time. Sometimes I need my coworker to help me. I have been thankful to them. As we know it’s not easy for us to spare time to learn driving.

To be honest, I now really doubt if I could be suitable for learning driving. I have no idea if I seem to find an excuse for myself because I’m not strong enough to endure such a big hit.

When I got off the car, I was thinking what’s the matter with me? Do I have practice it well? Or don’t I take this thing seriously? Nope. As long as I master skills of operating well, I could get a chance to take the test. However, the fact is that I do make mistakes which didn’t happen to me before. Such unbelievable mistakes make me crazy and even give up learning it. Why do others can go through the test without a hitch?

How to face the test in a positive way is really my big problem. Said is much easier that done, right? During several seconds, my mood may make a difference to my test. As a learner, I have missed the two opportunities. How can I keep my cool to take the next test in the future? How to deal with different situations when I am under big stress? How to overcome the obstacle from my mind and how to make those butterflies out of my stomach?

Please, please, God helps me!